Fear of Sleep
Journal Entry: Mon May 12, 2008, 2:12 AM
I cannot sleep. Watching Ju-on out of boredom has left me psycologically haunted. Kayako Saeki lurks in my subconscious, subverting happy dreams into nightmares from Hell. I fear the unseen in day and night, expecting to see her head anywhere and everywhere, grasping her hair when I reach for something, hearing her death-rattle when I turn on the radio or the TV, and popping up on my computer screen just long enough to scare the living bejeezus out of me. My heart pounds a little faster as I type this, expecting the non-existant to jump out into reality and into my face, hoping to succeed in scaring me to death.
I really fear that this won't go away anytime soon, and I wonder how long I can withstand this sort of attack.
- Mood:
Mortified - Listening to: KUSC on the radio (Classical station)
- Reading: nothing
- Watching: everything, expecting something horrifying
- Playing: nothing
- Eating: nothing
- Drinking: nothing
Devious Comments
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"Life...Dreams....Hope..."
"Where did they come from...and where are they headed..? These things...I will destroy!!"
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"Life...Dreams....Hope..."
"Where did they come from...and where are they headed..? These things...I will destroy!!"
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"Life...Dreams....Hope..."
"Where did they come from...and where are they headed..? These things...I will destroy!!"
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"Life...Dreams....Hope..."
"Where did they come from...and where are they headed..? These things...I will destroy!!"
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"Life...Dreams....Hope..."
"Where did they come from...and where are they headed..? These things...I will destroy!!"
Send this to at least 15 people you love, including me if you care for me!
~Let's see how many hearts you get! =]
All the best. Please continue sending you're own love to those you care for.
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FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this.
REAL FRIENDS: Will send it back to you.
I'm waiting...
It's friendship week.
If you receive (at least) 10 back, you truly are a lovable person
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"Life...Dreams....Hope..."
"Where did they come from...and where are they headed..? These things...I will destroy!!"
((still waiting to post pic of you in the bunny suit, or maid suit, or maid suit with bunny ears...))
well got to go (run away) now
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"Life...Dreams....Hope..."
"Where did they come from...and where are they headed..? These things...I will destroy!!"
see you after class?
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The world is so random that anything can happen at any time. Isn't that inspiring?
~James McAvoy
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