I hate my life so much...T_T

Depsite my strong personal attachment to the literature I wrote ages ago, I feel that instead of keeping them secreted away, I should probably share a few with the masses. They're not exactly award-worthy stuff, I feel, but some of it is good, nonetheless.

It's mostly just a collection of open poetry I wrote an age and a half ago when I thought I was the doom and gloom type. That didn't work out, but I got a few gems of poetry out of it in the end.


Plus it'll be nice just to have new work of my own up here, not stuff of other people I was forced into posting.

What a shitty week it's been. 4 faces dead in less than a week. It's just so depressing. two of them I remember watching as a kid, one I remember seeing on old tv reruns and one who I loved for his snippy comments on his tv show. It's just so mind-numbing to see these..icons...dropping left and right.

Farrah Fawcett
Ed McMahon
Michael Jackson
Billy Mays

R.I.P

For those of you who read the journal more than my page and would like to or have the inclination to contact me on a more frequent basis, You can find me on AIM and on MSN

AIM-fiendlyone (be sure and lemme know who you are first or I might block you by mistake!)

MSN - emo_phantom@hotmail.com ((same as above))

じゃあね！

I've noticed there's a lot of media out there to "improve beauty" or "prolong youthfulness" or some dipshit bullcrap to that effect. There's no need to prolong the way you look at 23. One should be happy with how they look. Personally, I rather look forward to growing old. Don't say that I say that cause I'm a guy. Gender has nothing whatsoever to do with this. I'm talking about these people who are so afraid of who they are that they have to hide themselves behind a wall of face injections and "remedy cures" so that they can live in a lie of youthfulness.

Give it up already, people...