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The weeks drag on

Mon Apr 21, 2008, 4:09 PM
Ok well I still have a few places to look for for a job, but I'm slightly lazy on the fact that I'm afraid of being told that there's no positions available. So I spend my time with video games, movies, tv, and Jessie. so yeah. One of these days I'll get some new stuff up. Procrastination at it's best, you know..

  • Mood: Obsessed
  • Listening to: 2 Minutes to Midnight by Iron Maiden
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Space Battleship Yamato
  • Playing: Final Fantasy III (DS version)
  • Eating: ice
  • Drinking: water

Tragic News

Tue Feb 12, 2008, 10:28 AM
Been kicked out of college for a semester. Apparently my gpa is too low for me to be attending, so instead of giving me a chance to raise it, they're better off kicking me out. Fucking gestapo. Yes, lets make ourselves look better by kicking out people who have a hard time instead of forcefully stepping in to help. and this "you need to see a counselor" shit doesn't help. nobody can counsel me on how to do better. fuck that. Maybe if the classes weren't so difficult to pass, I wouldn't have such a shitty gpa. Yeah, maybe a bit of laziness is my fault, but I do what I can and if it's not good enough for them, then I'll go somewhere else.

It just scares me that i'm not in college, cause it means I might have to end up going into service. As much as I appreciate what the people over there are doing, I'd rather stay right here on terra familiaris. I don't want to go into the military, mainly cause I don't feel i'm ready to die just yet. Lot of things I still want to do.

So now I have to look for a job...and sacrifice my waking hours and free time and chances to enjoy life and crank away at some stupid dead-end job trying to make minimum wage.

  • Mood: Tender
  • Listening to: Rule the World by Take That
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Akira
  • Playing: Flyff
  • Eating: saltines
  • Drinking: water

New Plan

Sat Jan 26, 2008, 11:42 PM
Alrighty, so, I found myself talking to a girl on Gaia Online from Spain, who noticed that I only had two pieces of drawn artwork up on my page, which got me to noticing that I don't draw because of my fear of an inability to correctly proportion the human figure when drawing in my style (I had A LOT of help on that blood elf.) And it got me to thinking that perhaps I shouldn't limit myself to just characters. So instead what I'll try and do in the future is maybe a landscape scene or two.

I had an idea a few years back of making my own "role playing world" of sorts. I had toyed with the idea for sometime, trying to decide how best to put it into action when I was talking with my friend, who had told me he had this whole world thought up. That's when it struck me, and I immediately sat daown and drew up a map of my own little world. A few months went by and I stopped working on it for a while. It got buried, collected dust, maybe a fold or two on the edges, but I recently dug it up and dusted it off. So that will be the first of a broadening style for me. Once I finish the topography, darken the lines, and maybe add some color if I feel it needs it, I'll throw it up on here, with a little background on the lore behind it.

Credit for this idea goes to Unrelenting Fury, who originally thought up the 'world' idea and gave me the inspiration to make my own universe of sorts.

  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Tech NO...rofl..
  • Reading: this journal entry
  • Watching: the words i'm typing
  • Playing: Chrono Trigger
  • Eating: Good 'n Plenty
  • Drinking: Coke

2008 is here!

Tue Jan 1, 2008, 4:02 AM
Well another year come and gone. 2007 was interesting, to say the least. lots of things happened to me, some of them were good, some were bad, and for the most part I'd say I did what I could, and I did the best I could, which is really all anyone can ever ask of a man.

Now is the time when one looks towards the future with hopes and aspirations, dreaming for that which one hopes to accomplish. At times they may struggle to find themselves, or find that the path they take isn't so safe as they wished. They may find old faces long forgotten resurfacing, and familiar faces diminish into naught but memory. The challenge to make ones goals a reality never comes easy, and sometimes, that goal comes at a cost. But in the end, we push ever onward, doing that which we can. With the calendar year rolling forward, I look forward to making complete goals I made in the past.

And with this, I wish you all a wonderful and joyous Happy New Year!

  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: Pirate Metal
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: my computer screen
  • Playing: Breath of Fire
  • Eating: Grilled Cheese Sandwich
  • Drinking: Asti

Early Morning Thoughts

Sun Dec 23, 2007, 4:45 AM
Ok so I'm sitting here in my room at 4 am under lamp light, and the thought came to me out of nowhere. As I was wandering around the pages of my friends and leaving messages, I started to think about it more, with images popping up into my head.

In the entire roster of the Justice League (Unlimited), who do I like most?

Given, Batman will always be my number one favorite. Always has, always will be. But what about the rest of the list?

the second spot on my list is really hard for me to decide. There are a lot of choices for this spot. Green Lantern, Green Arrow, The Question, and after seeing the episode 'Task Force X', The Martian Manhunter. These are all really good choices. Now, I know this list right now is all males, but I do have a few choices for the women of the Justice League. Wonder Woman, Hawkgirl, Huntress, Black Canary...and my list kinda ends there.

...Hangovers are a bitch....>.<

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Nutcracker Suite by Tsaicovsky
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: The Fifth Element
  • Playing: World of Warcraft
  • Eating: Rice Chex
  • Drinking: Nothing

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